Los celos me atacan

así es como voy a nombrar la entrada de hoy.. "Los celos me atacan"

No sé que me pasa!! I know this is not right! this is not!! absolutely not right.. but can't stop feeling this...

My heart says something and my head says another thing... what should I do?¿ Who am I gonna listen?¿

I want to be with you, but I don't want to be with you!! you are not what I'm looking for... and I need to keep focus on that.. you can not distract me anymore... you are just not right for me... how can you love me and make me feel this sad!!?!? I know you are doing this for just one reason.. and congrats!! your plan is working... but guess what?¿... I'm not gonna run to you!!

Simply fact... YOU ARE NOT RIGHT FOR ME!!... I know that.. you know that... everyone seems to know that... so... what a heck are we still waiting for?¿

Keep making me feel jelous.. keep making me suffer... keep fighting for a lost battle... you... keep trying hard, coz consistency and perserverancy will take you high!!... just don't forget that I know how to work under presure... that my loyalty to commitment is higher than your consistency and my adaptability to new opportunities and changes are just a few inches to reach your perserverancy!

You may be thinking that this is waaaay over the top... but I love you as much as you do and I know at the end, you will understand.

Aháaaaaa.. me dejé ver ardidaaa!! hein!?!